8/16/13

I FINALLY HAD A WET DREAM......

I FINALLY had a wet dream after over 11 years, but only 3 days of not masturbating

sorry for the long post....I posted it to another site....

last night I had my second wet dream in my entire life and my 1st one in over 11 years....

the night started out the same as always, I was trying to sleep and had on briefs but got too hot and wound up taking them off and sleeping naked.....

I was so tired that I usually sleep on my stomach and yet I was able to sleep on my back (VERY rare)

I went to bed at about 10 but I probably fell asleep about 11 or 12

Ill mention I was aroused in the briefs and got pretty hard, the particular briefs do that, but no precum, last time I masturbated was 1230 am on tuesday night (so monday turning to tuesday) that was ONLy 3 nights.....usually i dont get this hard until day 9 or later

same as when I was with my girlfriend and kissing her or intimate (no sex) the last couple days we were together for over 5 or so hours, I was able to get hard very quickly and had lots of precum, again that usually doesnt get like that until at least a week after I last mb

the dream started probably about 1-130 or so....

it went as follows

at first I didnt know I was dreaming.....

and eventually I was naked and super hard

I don't remember what I rubbed across in the dream but being VERY erect I rubbed across it (maybe a desk, table, chair or bed) and I all the sudden ejaculated in the dream all over the floor with LOTS and LOTS of cum.....one of the biggest loads ever

then then woke up afterwards and didnt even realize I was sleeping on my back....this was about 3 am

I then felt something wet on my left side where my left hand was resting and was SOOO confused what it could be....

I of course smelled my hand and expected to smell nothing or have it be sweat and to my surprise it SMELLED LIKE CUM

I think it took me some time to process what had happened, was it REALLY a wet dream? and after only 3 days??

I then realized it HAD to be a wet dream, I was sleep on my back, I have never mb in my sleep and theres no way I thrusted my erect penis on my bed because I was on my back....

it was a HUGE load of cum too, it went all across my left leg and crotch/pubes

I went to the bathroom ( I have my own private bathroom connected to my room) and cleaned up my penis, stomach, legs and got some tissues and clean up the bed....

again it took me some time but I of course knew for sure it was a WET DREAM.....I was SOOOOO happy

FINALLY I thought after 11 years, and having been on this board since last august....

I went back to bed being I had to get up at 5 am for work

and still slept on my stomach but my penis ONLY got super erect with a bit of precum....

I then got up about 510 and went to shower, I cleaned off my pnis form cum some more and then got ready for work though I found it cool but interesting I still was leaking precum in my briefs after my shower, and my penis have felt so aroused ALL day.....

its only my second wet dream but I didnt know if it was possible even to get another one

this makes me not want to mb even longer if EVER again

what do you think?

I hope to get another one VERY soon (maybe even tonight) and if I do I will DEFINITELY take pictures.....

6/17/13

UPDATE: BACK to Sleeping Naked and MORE freeballing

so until last sunday night (6/9/13) I hadnt slept naked for more than 1 night in a row for a LONG time..... 

and the one night I did I LOVED it and I slept sooooo much better 

the penis rash is better but I'm going to the dermatologist next monday (and will HOPEFULLY be back to full time freeballing by early august, *crosses fingers*) 

2 sundays ago I slept naked and woke up with no rash pain or anything 

and have slept naked EVERY night since, with no rash pain.... 

and will continue to sleep naked from now on..... (the way I prefer, I was surprised I could be comfortable with ANY clothes on, even briefs....) 

its also WAYYYY too hot up in my room to sleep with any clothes on, even briefs......even my blanket is too hot, even though I have a ceiling fan, but sleeping naked is the closest thing I can do 

I especially LOVED last night, I worked at mcds till 11pm and went to bed soon after I got home, but first I took and shower and being my private bathroom is connected to my bedroom I just climbed into bed after my shower, not putting on anything, no shirt and no shorts, and though I was a little wet it felt SOOO nice to climb into bed all clean and showered.... and naked of course too.... 

does anyone else do that?? 

well I am also freeballing in shorts as much as possible too, the only time I really ever wear briefs is with certain shorts, to work (there is too much movement at work, if my penis isnt contained and supported in briefs it gets VERY irritated, I learned the the hard way one night at work when I decided to freeball....) 

but also at work, and other times, I found some briefs (jockey seamless) that are soft, comfortable and perfectly supportive, and dont loose elasticity or stretch after washing and wearing (a thing that some ftl or hanes cotton briefs do on occasion) 

like last tuesday even though I MEANT to bring extra shorts (and briefs to put on) and change into after going to the pool I didnt and had to fb in my swim shorts, without a liner; i cut the liner out; while shopping at target and such, and wasnt in pain at all.... I am glad I forgot to bring the extra shorts and briefs.... 

even right now I am fb in some loose gym shorts and dont plan on putting on any briefs until wednesday, I am off tommorow 

well I hope I didnt talk too much I just wanted to update all who care on the rash and such.....

Underwear???Where???? 
Bye Now 

Nathan is LOVING the warmth and comfort of swinging freely under loose shorts..... 

Freeballing Nate













6/10/13

Hands Free Ejactulation "Experience"

so I havent actually masturbated since last tuesday but I have gotten quite hard while sleeping and with my girlfriend (no sex)

but last night was interesting

I was wearing hanes tagless briefs

and I was pretty tired but coulndt fall asleep

I kept tossing and turning, side to side, my stomach and back, getting hard and flaccid while precuming alot also

I then was on my back and started to get another erection

I was starting to fall asleep but didnt fully close my eyes or hit REM sleep ( I didnt dream of course either)

before I knew it my heart started racing and it got harder until my penis started thrusting and eventually I ejactualted in my briefs

I didnt do anything to make myself ejactulate.....

I wasnt dreaming so it wasnt a wet dream, but I wasnt masturbating or rubbing my penis on anything like masturbating

what would you classify it as, it didnt feel like mb or make my penis sore the next day like when I ussually mb.....and I created ALOT of semen in my briefs too....

I wound up taking them off in a minute or so and sleeping naked....

I have gone 5 days so should I count it as "masturbating" or not and start over?


heres a couple pics of the briefs, the cum is mostly dried now but u can still see it....






5/23/13

FIRST Sighting

so I have been a freeballer for over 7 years now 

but it wasnt until yesterday that I saw my first sighting of a fellow freeballer 

a white guy came into to mcdonalds where I work, I was on register and instantly when he came up to the counter I saw 

he looked to be mid 40s or early 50's and was wearing white trackpants.... 

I didnt mean to look but I VERY obviously saw a penis head and penis line....it may have been he was large or may have been the lighting 

but there was NO WAY from the way his penis head was visible that he was wearing ANY underwear under the trackpants.... 

he was with his wife and I didnt talk to them, nor could I have, its not polite or professional but still cool to see for the first time.... 

I later tried to watch him fromt he front counter as he walked to the drink station to see better, but wasnt able to.... 

it was quite distracting but made me happy..... 

it was good to know I'm not the ONLY freeballer in this town, which is what it feels like some times....haha 

hopefully he will come in again....

Underwear???Where???? 
Bye Now 

Nathan is LOVING the warmth and comfort of swinging freely under athletic pants.... 

Freeballing Nate

5/6/13

Pre Wet Dream



first if some of you do not know I have been trying to have a wet dream since oct of last year, but never felt I could do it, or could stop mb

recently me and my gf made a pact for me to not masturbate as long as possible to help the testicular pain go away...

right now I am at 9 days and counting

so first I will tell you all again I have ONLY had one wet dream in my life, I was 12 (23 now) and had JUST hit puberty (it was an obvious indication I did) and then I ONLY wore white FTL briefs....

then it was embarrassing and not a happy experience

though I remember the dream like it was last night, I was dreaming and had to pee REALLy badly, I then remember not being able to hold the pee in the dream and when I woke up I was all sticky in my briefs

I now sleep nude most nights

last night I feel I had a dream somewhat like it (I rarely have dreams in general, let alone I can remember, even more so rare to have dreams where I have to pee)

I have been ab and not mb in over 9 days now (8 days last night)

I went to bed at about 1230 and feel asleep about 1245 or so....

I laid on my back, stomach facing up, with the comforter on top of me, but left hand resting near my right hip, and my head not covered

I will also mention I NEVER can fall asleep on my back, let alone in this position

I had a dream, I didnt even know I was dreaming at first, where I was locked in a room and the only was out was to climb a ledge near a window, and escape through the window

when I climbed the wall and tried to get on to the ledge I INSTANTLY felt the urge to pee

I felt like I started to pee and small amount in the dream, like I squirted a drop of pee

I then INSTANTLY woke up and started to develop a semi then intense hardon, which was then followed by LOTS of precum....

this went on for another 5-10 minutes with my penis getting flaccid and then hard again, with precum

this even more went on for over 30 min to an hour, with more and more precum depositing on my stomach and lower chest

I know for sure this wasnt cum, I smelled it and it had no smell, just like how my precum smells

I have NEVER precumed this much, even when I am with my gf

does this mean a wet dream is coming??

I also tried to dream the same dream again but failed...

even still I hope tonight I have a wet dream, and will NO DOUBT sleep on my back more and more

what do you think?










3/11/13

Girlfriend Freebuffed FOR Me....

I went over to my girlfriends house after work ( I got off at 130, she lives less than 5 minutes away from work)

I changed into some jeans (without underwear of course), she was in some sweats...

and we had our usual intimate time (kissing, ect)

and at one point she said " I was thinking about not wearing underwear when u came over.....but decided against it", my first reaction was "why didnt you?"

she gets embarrassed by the wetness her vagina causes when we are intimate and aroused ( me I could care less)

but I said you can if you want, within 5 minutes she went upstairs and came back down and I KNEW she was not wearing underwear, I could see her butt shape was more pronounced

and it was even more evident when I felt her butt and felt (and saw) no underwear or underwear lines when feeling....

and to say I was AROUSED and turned out was a HUGE understatement....I LOVED IT

she said it felt weird, but she think she liked it

she said it felt weird even more so cause shes used to wearing it 24/7, and I replied that how most people are, they dont think going without is an option, they have always been told to wear uw and always did for that reason....

I further said not wearing underwear is something you get used to....

I bet it wont be the last time she freebuffs around me.....or FOR me....

but I know she did it for me, I never pushed her, I may have put the idea in her head but she made the choice....

and that in itself ( and I told her this) made me fall in love with her even more and makes em think more and more she may be "the one", though the wedding ( and we have been dating what will be 8 months on saturday) is AT LEAST 3 years from now, when we are BOTH done with college....

I bet it wont AT ALL be the last time she will frebuff for me.... maybe even as soon as friday cause shes off at 3, me at 1.....

and maybe even start to freebuff because SHE likes it, SHE finds it more comfortable, SHE finds it sexy, maybe even freebuffing when I am not around

I will keep you all updated on this too...

Later

Freeballing Nate

3/7/13

No Briefs for over 2 days......

so since 3 pm monday I got off work, took a short shower and put on some cotton lined track pants without underwear.... 

since before I got in the shower that day I have not worn any uw (I only own briefs) 

and I forgot how much I LOVED it....though I am quite used to briefs I forgot how much I TRULY love freeballing.... 

also over 2.5-3 days is the longest amount of time I have gone lately (and 2 days is the longest amount of days I have freeballed to work in a row since last october) 

I of course have also slept nude too when sleeping, and forgot how much I LOVE that too 

but I plan to not wear them at all tomorrow....or the next day or the next ( I will let you all know when I get back to a week or more....maybe this will be the start of me full time again..... 

and my ball pain is not at all bad either....its pretty non-existent 

I also have not masturbated in over a 8 days (Masturbating I believe has increased the ball pain...) 

I'm hoping to go at least 15 days to beat my 14 day record and also I hope to go a whole month without MB to get a wet dream 

Wish Me Luck

Underwear???Where???? 
Bye Now 

Nathan is LOVING the warmth and comfort of swinging freely under athletic pants.... 

Freeballing Nate

2/6/13

Girlfriend Prefers Freeballing

though we still havent had sex 

I remember once my girlfriend said she doesnt care either way if I wear uw or not, then changed it to sometimes she likes no underwear more 

then tonight I said if you had to choose and would want me to wear ( or not wear) more what shed prefer 

and she said without even thinking, NONE 

for her to say that excited me, made me unbelievably happy 

and also as I told her, once the testicular pain and MRI results and solution are resolved 

I plan to not wear underwear ever again..... 

what I plan to do with my MANY pairs of briefs is another question entirely....

Underwear???Where???? 
Bye Now 

Nathan is LOVING the warmth and comfort of swinging freely under athletic pants.... 

Freeballing Nate


2/4/13

Pain and Medication UPDATE

(this is a continuation, but with the pain meds I started taking on friday)

though I will not know the results of the MRI until tuesday, the nerve pain medication (called neurotin or generic form is called gabapentin)

I take it once a day

and yesterday at work the pain was COMPLETELY gone, I haven't taken any ibuprofen since friday at 1pm (and that would have worn off by 5 pm)

I was a bit worried cause one of the HUGE side effects that would go away in days time was drowsiness, and thankfully I was off work friday and was going to a movie.....I took it about 3 pm and had my girlfriend drive just to be sure....)

not once did I feel drowsy and didnt yesterday or today....if anything I felt MORE awake....

and I havent been this much without pain in either my back OR testicles since early may....

the medication working makes me VERY hopeful that the doctors will find something nerve related on tuesday being the medication is prescribed FOR nerve damage and nerve pain

even right now I am freeballing in some loose (and thin white track pants and LOVING freeballing in them....

I may even freeball at work tomorrow (although just to be sure the pain was gone with the med I wore briefs to work today and saturday)

I will of course let you all know how the MRI goes on tuesday

and will be looking EVEN MORE forward to freeballing full time again...

which is good cause the last few weeks briefs have been annoying and uncomfortable.....

Bye Now

Nathan is LOVING the warmth and comfort of swinging freely under athletic pants....

Freeballing Nate

1/13/13

At Work in Briefs (HATED it)

so I was back at work today and worked a long shift that was a late night shift.....

I hadnt worn any briefs since late wednesday night and was VERY glad

I especially loved yesterday night and we were alone and my girlfriend put her hands on my butt through my pants when I wasnt wearing underwear....

but I knew today I should probably go back to briefs for work and wanted to try some new ones I bought also.....

WOW did I regret that....

the briefs I wore were somewhat comfortable but at one point the bottom pinched my left butt cheek and later when I was REALLY active and sweating I got REALLLY hot (ussually I sweat when on lobby but not this much)

(Lobby at mcds means wiping down tables, sweeping floors and mopping floors if needed)

how and why I got so hot was my question, was because of the briefs, because its hotter than usual today or because I was on lobby or a mixture of all 3

lets just say when I wasnt doing lobby anymore and even more so when I got home I was MORE than glad to get out of my briefs.....

it reminded me of one time last summer when I was wearing briefs and I got so hot I got a heat rash on my butt....later that night I slept naked and let the fan blow air on my bare butt to make it go away and it did and thankfully it didnt create that tonight

but still I am looking EVEN MORE forward to the moment where my testicular pain is gone for good and I can freeball full time again and VERY RARELY if ever wear briefs....DEFINITELY not in the summer....

I am now in some loose cotton lined trackies DEFINITELY without briefs...

I am off work tomorrow but I am probably not going to wear any briefs at work on mon, tuesday or any day soon still....

Underwear???Where????
Bye Now

Nathan is LOVING the warmth and comfort of swinging freely under athletic pants....

Freeballing Nate

1/10/13

FINIALLY Told The Girlfriend

so tonight I knew my girlfriend was coming over and though I freeballed at work today, I also decided to fb in thin sweat pants when she came over....

*****FYI we havent had sex EVER for both of us and wont until marriage at least 2 or 3 years away)******

I first didnt know if shes figure it out (lately we have begun to touch each others bottoms with our hands and for both it was also underwear, UNTIL tonight

and then tonight I decided, why not, dont wear any briefs and see what she thinks.....

she didnt say anything about it, but once I said it she thought something was different but didnt want to say anything

I then started to tell her about how I sometimes dont wear any, and then i confessed that for over 5 years I didnt wear any uw

shes still surprised I dont at work (where she also works) but I said that Im always flaccid at work and theres never any indication that I am without uw and we do tuck in our shirts...

her reaction was mostly along the lines of "oh" not anything negative or any type of negative response....which made me incredibly happy

I also told her about how I went back to briefs because of the testicular pain I have and was told by doctors....she understood (we already had talked about it in case I had to have surgery or she saw me constantly taking ibuprofen....)

when we first started talking about how we both get aroused in our private region when kissing it was SUPER awkward (this was over 2 months ago) but now its normal to talk about it...and know we both LOVE how we have reactions....

I hope me not wearing uw will be the same way, she will be aroused by it even.....and maybe even go without herself from time to time....

she understands that and knows it just part of who I am.....but it will be interesting to see where this topic goes in our relationship.....

I am also off work tomorrow and we are going to a movie, Ill be wearing jeans most of the day but still we will likely go to my house and have some "intimate" time

To Be Continued

1/3/13

New Years Eve AND Day

I made a decision to myself late december 30th to freeball the rest of the night, then the whole day on new years eve and though I didnt plan it I ALSO freeballed on new years day

and also sleep naked all 3 nights

(I was off all day on both days and spent most of the day with my girlfriend)

and WOW was I glad I did

I almost forgot how AMAZING it felt to go a whole 48 hours and not touching a single piece of underwear....

I didnt put on underwear until work today (1/2/13) and even then that was for 6 hours and the SECOND I got out of the shower (I always take one after work to not smell like mcdonalds all night) I again freeballed in loose sweats....

even though my girlfriend was coming over I was VERY glad I freeballing my sweats that are ALSO quite thin

and my balls never really hurt much if at all, though I think the ibuprofen suppressed the pain

lets just say I CANNOT wait until the pain issue is gone and I am back to full time freeballing ONCE AGAIN

though I am still somewhat comfortable in briefs I am WAYYYYYY more comfortable and feel more like myself when I am not wearing underwear

I feel like freeballing is REALLY who I am and briefs is just something I have worn cause I have had to by doctors orders and/or to suppress the pain

or another analogy

freeballing is the girl I am in love with and want to be with forever where briefs is a fling and a girl I dated for a short time where nothing happened and we somehow got along, and I got comfortable with but still put up with......

Joey was totally freeballing in his sweats today, his dick was flopping in them everytime he took a step......it was soooo hot!!!!!!!!!